Sitting My Ass Down
Why is it so fucking hard to sit down and study. Every time I know I have to I magically come up with at least a dozen other things I have to do before I sit down. I even rather clean my whole apartment!!! When I do sit down to read about the wonders of marketing or god forbid quantum statistics, my mind wanders off after fifteen minutes, my bladder acts up, all of the sudden I'm hungry again ext. I wonder if I have some sort of adult A.D.D. or if its just (once again) my wholesome lack of discipline trying to do me in. I really want to get good grades, all of my life I feel I have been somewhat mediocre, settling for "just good enough" instead of my "personal best". I want to graduate in a year and leave this damn island for a while.